widowelena:

AU/AH - Damon and Elena led a happy life until one day it all takes a turn for the worse. Elena has a terminal disease and hides it from Damon until it’s too late.

You could’ve told me, you know. You shouldn’t have gone through what you did without me. Damn it, Elena. For the past few months, you’ve been suffering alone. You were all alone and yet refused to tell me. Why do you have to be so stubborn? You knew. You knew you were gonna die but didn’t tell me. I deserved to know, Elena. I deserved to know and yet you hid it from me. What am I gonna do without you? I have nobody else, Elena. You are my everything. You are the epitome of my existence, Elena Gilbert. How am I supposed to live the rest of my life without you? Without the one who made me the most happy. Without the one who made me want to be the man I am today. Without the one that made my life worth living. Why do you have to leave me? Please, don’t leave me. I never beg, but I’m begging you right now. Don’t leave me. 

I love you, 

Elena Gilbert.